House

Right now, I'm sitting in my room watching House, the medical show. Honestly, this is the biggest reason why I think the medical field would be good for me. The cases that don't have definate diagnoses interests me. I love challenges. So, anyways, do you think there are actual doctors that are as crazy and stupid as House or is it the most unrealistic show in the medical catergory. I think some doctors would love to be like this, but it would jerpordize their career. What do you guys think?

Self-Esteem

Okay, one thing no one knows about me is that my biggest dream is to become a model. I just don't have the physical looks for it. I am so judgemental of myself and EVERYONE around me judges me outwardly sooooo much that I have the most run-down self-esteem of anyone I know. We are bombarded with pictures of thin, beautiful women and muscular men everyday. Now, if you have a very instable self-esteem, I suggest you stop reading now, because if you don't, you're going to be hurt. In my eyes, not everyones beautiful, and no matter who says "Everyone is beautiful" or "Beauty is skin deep" or "Curvy is beautiful", the are still judging you when they see you and they know what you actually look like. We shouldn't be feeding kids these lies that they are pretty and they can be whoever they want to be. It doesn't happen. I don't think you understand that there are some people who aren't good looking what-so-ever, myself included. And those people stand in front of a mirror all day and point out everyones flaws. It hurts. SO, the point is, to see your opinions on self esteem and is everyone beautiful? Is beauty only skin-deep?

Hey There!!!

Hey, it's just me, princessgonchar...*Sigh* I'm not a very exciting person. Well, I have too ask you somethings. Check this out:

I pull the violin up to my chin and start to play, smiling up at Mr. Wilston. He smiled as he watched me play. There was something about his eyes I really didn’t like, but I couldn’t put my finger on what was wrong. I look back down at the music and finish the last measure of it. I pull it away and raise my eyebrow at him.

“And you thought I would have trouble playing it.” I say to him. He nods in acceptance.

“Very impressive, Meladene. Very impressive indeed.” He says, patting my back before going back to the front of the room. His eyes skim the class, every eye on his face. 

“Well, we don’t have much time left, so please practice tonight and come back knowing your part as well as Meladene.” He smiled at me. I nod at him before lowering behind the percussion cabinet to put my violin back in my case.

^^What do you think? It's a vey rough draft, as in just wrote it a little bit a go. I'm not dure if this is how I like it^^